My Turn Not To Feel Well...

I left work early today...
My nose was stuffy, had difficulty breathing, my chest felt congested...
It was a choice between seeing my doctor or going home to rest... I call the doctor's office but the line was too long...So I decided to go home around 430... L and I were suppose to go out to dinner, I messaged him that I was heading home and was not feeling well...
He calls me around 630, that's the only time he gets to read the text I sent... He says he will just get dinner for us...
When he comes, he has dinner and a rose... Awww... Ang sweet talaga ni L!

MK L!

Weekend Activities

Friday night, L, J, M and I went to Dangwa to buy flowers... It was my first time to go to Dangwa... Too bad it was raining... I wanted to go around and explore pa naman sana... The flowers were nice and pretty... Prices were much lower than flower shops but the quality of the flowers were so so...

We bought asusena and lilies for the dinner at my place... When we got home, that's when I realized, L bought me flowers pala.. He got me 5 orange tulips... Nice... Expensive... Very beautiful! :-) Awww... isn't he the sweetest talaga!

The following day was a hectic... M and I were throwing a dinner for P, since she was leaving for the States for 6 weeks... Food by M, venue, my place... I thought is was going to be a relaxing dinner, hindi pala... I started the morning cleaning and fixing my place up with the help of my yaya M!... Then I realized that I had a number of other chores which had to be done... So that's what I had to do before M arrived at my place at 4pm to set up... The whole afternoon, M and I set up the place... Food, decor, table settings, etc...

The dinner was so fun... imagine, we were able to fit 11 people in my place! That in itself was a big accomplishment... M's food was great... The laughter, conversation, singing, jokes, games and stories ensured that the evening was going to be a success... And it was... They all started to leave around 1230... I was dead tired.... So after, M said that we shold just fix up in the morning.... So, even without showering or brushing our teeth.... to bed we went... L had to leave before 5am so as not to get caught... hehehe...

Sunday was nice and relaxing... I went to Mass alone... Prayed for family, friends and L...Been very thankful for him... He has made my life so different... He has truly made me happy..... And no where can I verbalize this happiness the most than in prayer...

Badminton in the afternoon and dinner followed... Finally, to cap my weekend, some alone time for L and me...

Haay... what a very interesting weekend... One of the best ones I have had in weeks...

Sleep na ko... Good night!

MK! L..... mwah....

Not Feeling Well??

L didn't go to work today... In the morning, he was all dressed and ready to leave for work but all of a sudden started to feel weak... So he decided to stay in... Calling in, saying that he wasn't feeling well....

What was supposed to be a sick day didn't really turn out to be a sick day... He napped in the morning... Then he texts me and says that T, his best friend was coming over to have lunch at his place... Huh? I reply: 'Why was I not invited?!' So he says: 'You don't need to be invited, come if you want to...'

So I check if people at work would need me, since there was nothing coming up, I tell them that I was going for a long lunch, then off to L's I went!....

We had a nice quiet lunch... There was grilled chicken and some chinese take out... Yummy! Lots of kwento.... All in all, a very pleasant event... I left at 2:30 so I could be back at work by 3...

Worked a few more hours... Then nearing quitting time, knowing that L's sick day was not really a sick day, T stayed all afternoon, I asked if he wanted to see a movie... He says yes, and T was to join us... hehehe...

We went to Eastwood to see Scoop, the movie of Woody Allen and Hugh Jackman...

It was so so... Produced by BBC Movies, very British... If not for Hugh, the movie would have been so boring... He is really a hottie! Oh well...

After the movie, I took them back to L's then home I went...

It was a very pleasant day... Lunch and movie... I feel I had a day off too! hehehe... Good timing that I didn't have much to do at work...

So next time L doesn't go to work because he says he isn't feeling well, it just means.... he wants a day off! hehehe...

Thanks for letting me enjoy your day off too L!

MK L! :-)

The Best That I Can Be... I want to complete you...

I fucked up... I was wrong... I lied... I was not transparent...

L caught me today.... I keep another cellphone, one which I give out to people I meet in chat who I am not comfortable giving my real number to... In fact, I still text and talk to a few guys using this number... Guys I have met through g4m or other sites... I disabled my g4m profile weeks ago, when I met L... But some guys still text me on this other number I keep... Today, L found out about this phone...

I left him at my place this morning... I attended a photography lighting class... Apparently, he found the phone when texts were coming in and it was interferring with the ipod speakers... Busted!

I know I should have told him about it... About the other guys I talk too... But I always thought that these guys were trivial... I have not met any of them, except for one guy... I just talk or text them... All flirting... I really didn't think nothing about them... And in fact, if I really wanted to keep these from him, I would have kept the cellphone hidden... But I thought wrong... By the mere fact that I kept another number shows that I was not honest with him... I was keeping something from him... I was not 100% truthful...

I was in tears when he was talking to me on the cellphone... I was so afraid... I knew it, I fucked up... I was so afraid, I was going to lose L.... I didn't know what to say... I pleaded... I explained... But deep down inside, I knew I was wrong... And if I lost him because of that, I had no one else to blame but myself...

Finally, he agreed to meet and talk... I visited him at his house... My first time to visit, but in not the best of circumstances... We talked, I explained... We made up...

I told him I was wrong... I told him I love him... I told him I want to go the straight and narrow... To be the best that I can be for him.... I thank God, that he forgave me... And that he will continue to see me.... I have never been so afraid in my life.... I don't want to lose L... He is truly a blessing...

I want to complete you L... In the same way that you complete me... I promise to tell you everything... To be honest and transparent at all times... I do not want to lie to you anymore... I love you L!....

You are my 533....

Surprise Breakfast

L is at it again!

This morning I woke up to L's text, i got it at 720am... 'Bangon na!' it said... I told him i was still sleepy and that I would stay in bed a few more minutes... When my alarm went off at 730, i got up... started to fix the bed and started to clean up... Then I got another text... 'What time will you be at work?'... I said: 'the usual, 9-930'... Next thing I know he is calling... This usually happens, so i didn't think it was out of the ordinary... "good morning... etc etc..." While we were talking, the door bell rings, I even told him, wait, someone's at the door... When I peek through the hole, it is L! With Figaro breakfast in hand!

Haay naku... Such a darling... Ang sweet! Super kilig ako... hehehe...

We have breakfast, talk a bit, then off he goes to work... While I am off to shower and get ready...

I texted him after to thank him... And that I couldn't wipe the grin off my face because I was really surprised and happy... He said he just wanted to brighten my day... My reply to that was: "You brighten up my day, everyday... "... Awws! hehehe...

Oh well... Am a happy camper!

:-)

Starstruck

I was starstruck! (apologies, wrong channel pala... hehehe)

L and I just came from the Agos Concert, sponsored by the ABS-CBN Foundation... The concert's goal was to raise awareness for the preservation of the La Mesa Watershed...

L invited me last night to this, i had not heard about it, but since he had tickets, and he said they were Patron seats, so I said game...

I took a cab to Araneta, since L said it would be easier to just take one car back... We had a quick dinner at Cafe Bola, then into Araneta we went...

Wow! Row C, seats 1 and 2 kami! So close!

Only then did I realize that this concert was a big thing pala... There were a lot of VIPs seated near us... Tessie Sy-Coson sat behind us... Sen. Pia Cayetano was there, Sen. Jun Magsaysay and a few other socialites... hehehe... All benefactors of the La Mesa Watershed conservation...

The show started with a High School Musical song... wow... big time production number... And we were so close! My only regret is i didnt bring a camera.... If L had told me that we were sitting that close, i would have brought my Canon 350D.... Haay sayang... Oh well...

Most of ABS-CBN's biggest stars were there... the champions, sam milby and my all time crush, papa piolo! hehehe... Haay! I was starstruck! hehehe... I enjoyed the show... but we didnt finish it, i got sleepy and L did too... so towards the end, we slipped out...

Just when we got out of the coliseum, L said to me that I was really so cute tonight... hehehe... And that if he only could... He would have shouted to everyone that he was dating the cutest guy in the coliseum... hehehe... of course, i didnt show it, pero super kilig ako... Oh well... :-)

He is really the sweetest guy... Haay naku! I really feel so happy to be with him... :-)

In the end, hindi pala ako ang starstruck... si L pala! hehehe...

L, although I didnt say it, you were the cutest in the coliseum, not me...... ok ok... I'd be lying if i said that, sige na... second cutest... si Piolo ang first of course! hahahaha...

Mwah!

MRT Hits

Been wanting to post this...

2 Fridays ago, as usual, I was too lazy to take my car on the coding day... Imagine having to wake up before 6am to get to work before 7! So I took a cab going to work... Usually, I would take a cab going home... But at around 5pm, A asked me if I wanted to join him on the MRT... Of course I said game! I've ridden trains before, in other countries of course, so this wouldn't be much different... I thought...

We walked from the branch to the Ayala station... A good 15 minute walk... exercise! hehehe... Waited in line to get a ticket, then got on the train... It was packed! Like sardines! Good thing A was with me, like a good soldier, he was protecting his general from the crowd... hehehe... as in 'hawi' boy ko sya... Good thing he stands 6'2" hehehe...


Will I take the MRT again? Maybe yes... When? I dunno... When I am up to an adventure again I guess... hehehehe...

Thankful

I still can't believe it...

For 2 weeks now, L and I have been seeing each other... It just amazes me... It just happened... And now, I am the happiest person on the planet...

L is very different from all these other guys I have met... He is real... He is a good spirit... He is passionate... He is loving... He is generous... I can talk to him about anything... I can share my feelings with him... I can be myself... He is what I have been looking for...

Last night, at Sitti's concert, he asked me: "Do you think you'll learn to love me?" ..... I was a bit shocked at the question... But since I have gotten to know him, I knew it was for real... I replied: "I'm getting there..." Pakipot pa! But I think, I already do love him... I am just waiting for the right time to ask... Or knowing him, he will surprise me again... At the most unsuspecting time...

Every morning now, for the past 2 weeks, I have been praying to God... Thanking Him for making our paths meet... I am truly blessed by having L... I am thankful... In the morning, I just smile at myself... Smile at how lucky I am to have him... Haay naku! Here I go, gushing again... But it's true!

Thank you L, for coming into my life!

Alone for dinner...

It happened again...

Last night was a planned day off...
But around 5:30, L texted: "I'll be alone for dinner pala. =C"

What do you say to that??? So, I invited him to dinner at my place... Sandwich and salad lang...

L was coming from an interview he conducted... He was famished... So, eat he did... I prepared ceasar salad, complete with fixins... And stuff for sandwiches: hangarian sausage, salami, cheese, veggies... He wiped out most of the lettuce... Lots of fiber for one meal.... hehehehe... Then for dessert, i had strawerries and cream.... How decadent...

After washing up... We just went to the bed, cuddled and slept...

I really felt calm, relaxed and safe... Such a great feeling.... We actually slept in each others arms... Ang sweet... Ang sarap ng feeling... hehehe... kilig diba... hehehe...

I woke up around 120am... Realizing that he was coding the following day, i had to wake him and let him go...

I haven't slept with anyone in awhile... Never really thought about it... but now I realize, i missed it pala... :-)

Here's to more dinners at home and more sleep overs... hehehe...

Haay naku... Here i am again, kilig with matching glazed eyes and big grin...

Oh well... :-D

Change Day Off?

L surprised me last night...

Yesterday was supposed to be our day off... We weren't going to see each other... I was going to a gallery opening with J and M.... I invited L to join us but since the opening was at 7pm, he said he couldnt make it and it would also be better to have a day off... (We have been seeing each other daily since we met, except for thursday) ...

So the night went well... Went to dinner and the gallery opening... The exhibit was so so... We left early... Was headed home by 830... That's when L texted... 'Change day off?' Hehehe... I had been wanting to see him all day... But had accepted the fact that it was a day off... Now he wants to see me! hehehe... Hmmmm... Next thing i know, we are talking and he asked me where I was, and I said I was on my way home... When I asked where he was, he said he was already in front of my building!

He had not eaten dinner, he brought siomai which T had given him... So he ate ate the siomai at my place... And then some.... Hehehehe...

I had a bum day and this little surprise really helped me get over it.... Don't you just love spontaneity!

Thanks L! Mwah!

Too fast?

Everything's a blurr... It happened too fast... (hmmm is that a good or a bad thing?)....

We met last Satuday, exactly a week from today... Online, of all places! He had an empty profile, just a picture of a martini glass and the line: 'Make me complete' ... Looked interesting to me... So i messaged him... He answered back and in a few minutes we were chatting in YM already.... A few more minutes, he was already inviting me to lunch! Smooth talker! hehehe...

Well, I tried to play hard to get, so, no lunch... But I did agree to coffee later in the afternoon... Coffee was at my favorite place, near where I live... We met up, talked a bit... And as they say... the rest is history... Ang bilis!

Why do I like him? Hmmmm....
He is intelligent, funny, sweet, malambing... He is a good soul... His smile is so adorable... Really cute... We can talk about everything...

In the past week that I have known him, he has made me so happy... I just get a thrill being with him... Enjoy his company... Our conversations... I love looking into his eyes... I get this warm feeling when I think of him... Yikes! I am gushing! Nakakahiya!!! hehehe...

Is it all too fast? I dunno... It feels right... We are both consenting adults... We enjoy each other's company... And he says, I make him happy too... I just hope and pray that this goes the distance... Of course we have to get to know each other more... See each other in a different light, etc etc... But I guess, all that will happen in time... In the meantime...

Blog world, meet L!

Signing On

Well... Here goes!

I've seen others do it... Read other people's blogs... Eagerly awaited their new posts... Now it is my turn...

Just random musings... Stories... What happened today... Feelings I have... It's easy... I think...

What drove me to do it? Hmmmmm..... I dunno... A new sense of contentment, an air of reflection all of a sudden... I dunno... Whatever it is... I think I am ready!

OK, blog world, welcome me!

This is Ortigas Knight... Signing On!